'Splitsvilla' contestant Gaurav Arora TURNED Gauri's SHOCKING REVELATIONS will BLOW YOUR MIND

Joining 'MTV Splitsvilla 9' as a male contestant, Gaurav reveals he "fell in love with a popular TV actor who came as a guest on the show but he was cheating" on him. Gaurav is yet to undergo sex change operation. Gaurav opened up about his transition from a tough looking male model to a beautiful girl 'Gauri' and none of it is very pleasing apart from his current state that he is very happy in. Gaurav becomes Gauri Check out the REVELATIONS made by Gaurav aka Gauri BELOW:

• "I knew I was a woman from within since my childhood"

In an exclusive Interview to a popular daily, Gaurav confessed that he did feel like a woman since he was a child but did not acknowledge it. He told, "I knew I was a woman from within since my childhood. I was always attracted to men, but my fear of being rejected and subjected to prejudice in society made me suppress my true identity. So, I would end up playing football as well as with dolls. People called me chakka (transvestite)" Gaurav Arora

• "I fell for a popular TV actor on 'MTV Splitsvilla 9"

Gaurav made another shocking revelation that he have even dated a popular TV actor who came as a guest on the Reality show but he cheated on her. Gaurav said, "I entered 'Splitsvilla' as a straight guy, but came out as a changed person and transformed into a woman eventually. I fell for a popular TV actor who came as a guest. I was a fan of his college rockstar image. We spent some 'quality time' together. For the first time, a guy made me feel like a woman. But I learnt that he was cheating on me with another guy. I was heartbroken and quit the show as I couldn't take the rejection. The good that came out of it was that I decided to become and live as a woman." He further said that, "He didn't appreciate my transformation and doesn't talk to me, even though we go to the same gym" ALSO - UNKNOWN FACTS! How did ‘MTV Splitsvilla 8’ Gaurav Arora become ‘Gauri Arora’.. Check Out! Gaurav Arora(the one sitting) during Splitsvilla 8 Completely transformed Gaurav Gaurav Arora with Splitsvilla 7 contestant Rajni

• "My father severed ties with me. I hope to reconcile with him one day"

Filmymonkey had reported that Gaurav's father had accepted him and his total transformation after he himself had declared it with a selfie he posted with his father[SEE HERE]. But seem like, Dad still hasn't approved of his change from heart. Telling TOI he never shared anything with his family, Gaurav continued..."We never had a conversation on this until I came out of the closet on the show. My mother dissuaded me from talking to my father as he wouldn't understand, but I didn't pay heed. He severed ties with me. I hope to reconcile with him one day." Gaurav Arora in 'MTV Splitsvilla 8'

• Calling himself 'Gauri' now, Gaurav is yet to get his gender changed through surgery

While talking about his family, Gaurav revealed that he is facing difficulties in maintaining his girlhood since it is very expensive and he wished his father helped him in it. He said, "I cry sometimes as the journey has been really difficult. The medical procedure is so expensive and his support would have made a difference" Gaurav also shared how he manages to look like a girl with the help of lip fillers and medicines. "I will undergo surgery in six months. Right now, I am patiently trying to transform myself with the help of medicines and fillers. I never miss my workouts. Even as a transgender, you have the right to look every bit a diva. My figure is my confidence" Gaurav in the initial phase of change

•  "Kids laugh at me and shopkeepers mock me"

Gaurav also shared his pain of being taunted for his changed image. He's still subjected to taunts and mockery. "Kids laugh at me and shopkeepers mock me. Being a woman is not easy. Despite the odds, I am so proud of my decision. I have never felt as strong as a man as I feel now as a woman. I also want my story to reach out to maximum people and inspire those who are battling this struggle." Gaurav Arora watches as Prince Narula slaps co contestant Shivam on 'Splitsvilla 9'[Watch VIDEO here]

• " I am not over my last relationship"

Gaurav has lost hopes of love in his life and still not over his past relationship. He is obviously referring to the TV actor he spent 'quality time' with on 'Splitsvilla'. Gauri further says "Love has no place in my life at the moment. I only aim to be successful. I am not over my last relationship. I have trust issues, but I have not given up on love and marriage!" Gaurav Arora Gaurav in his modelling days