I want to run far away, I DON'T want to be reached, writes Saath Nibhaana Saathiya actor on Facebook

New Delhi: Radio Jockey and TV actor Paras Tomar who was last seen in 'Saath Nibhaana Saathiya' has shared something unpredictable on his Facebook timeline. His post hints that the actor is going through some difficult time. Check out his complete post here:  I wanna run away. I want to escape. I've never truly spoken about what alcohol does to families but everyone close to me... knows what I've gone through for the last two decades and what I'm still fighting. It's horrible. It's pointless. It's such a waste of time and energy when we could be spending that time more productively. I'm always trying to be happy. I'm always looking on the bright side, I'm ALWAYS keeping my head high, but this is breaking me. It's shattering me every single day. It's a shame that families are ruined because of this. It's so easy for people from the outside to suggest "councelling" "interventions" "therapy" because they've seen too much american television. People suggest things with a good intention but they dont realise that the reality is very very different. It's cruel. It's painful. And it's worse when you have to suffer it because you're born into it. I really wish this upon no one. And if you're someone who is ruining yourself and the lives of those around you, i sincerely hope that whoever your god might be, gives you the better sense to stop before you kill someone . Worse, if you kill their very will to live.

I really wish I could run away. But this is latched on to me. It will follow me where i go. It'll haunt me wherever I am. This is not where I wish to be. Putting the phone off. For the first time in my life. I DONT want to be reached. I want to run far away.