Bigg Boss 14 finalist Nikki Tamboli, is currently in Cape Town, South Africa for her next show, Khatron Ke Khiladi 11. The actress who is going through a tough time in personal life talked about how she is coping up with brother’s death in a new Instagram post and said that she does not feel strong at all.
In a long and emotional post, Nikki said that she is yet to come to terms with the tragedy, she talked about crying herself to sleep almost every night.
“I miss my brother so much and I am sobbing myself to sleep almost every night. few people whom I know tell me that it was his time to go and I should be glad he’s not in emotional pain anymore and not sick anymore and that I have to let him go but my mind doesn’t want to accept that,” she wrote.
Nikki said that she wants to talk to her brother, and her friends tell her that she can still do so, ‘but it’s not the same’. “They (her friends) are just not understanding or listening to how I am feeling. I knew my brother my whole life, we were very close and we always protected each other from the other family members and I had to look after him for most of his life even when I wasn’t around him. I kind of felt like my brother’s sister and mum,” she wrote.
“My mum & father just keeps saying I am the strong one in the family and she could have never gone through my and she expects me to be doing ok now and feeling strong now. I don’t feel strong at all now. I feel like everything is too hard and I just feel each day is difficult to live. I haven’t accepted my brother's death,” she added.
The actress who misses her brother terribly has turned off her comments for this post probably because she was recently trolled for enjoying in Cape Town right after her brother's death.
For the uninitiated, a day before Nikki could take off for the shooting of reality show Khatron Ke Khiladi, her brother Jatin (29) succumbed to COVID-19 related complications.