New Delhi: Recalling her recent spat with Hrithik Roshan, the Bollywood Queen Kangana Ranaut got emotional and cried saying she 'felt naked when the letters were exposed'.
She poured her heart out and shared her "part of the story."
Kangana, while attending the first edition of the Reebook's "Fit to Fight" Awards' event on Friday in the national capital, shared 'this important aspect of her life'. She said, she 'felt extremely naked and vulnerable when the letters were exposed.'
The 29-year-old said that the world knows her as an achiever but she thinks a lot of importance given to the "worldly achievements".
But as a woman, the most favourite part of her personality is how she see herself as a lover, she said.
"And if I am a fan of any aspect of my personality, it is my ability to love and stay in love even though my world or environment does not respond in the same way", she added.
Telling her story in the third person, actress shared, "There was this young girl in the mountains who had a lot of fire in her belly, extremely dreamy, impractical, naive and stubborn."
"When she was 14, this girl, she saw a picture of a man and fell in love with him. That picture led her to cross the oceans, landscapes, deserts and come to a place where she is standing with that man under the stars and this man kisses her and he says 'I love you'," she continued and added, "What happens is the man says that this is not a normal girl. She is like a cub and the man gets scared of this woman. This is when the whole love story becomes a tragedy. The thing is I can't help it if I have a lot of fire in my belly."
Kangana continued that people have seen how she put up a strong front to fight but nobody has seen that side of her what she feel as a woman when she is subjected to that kind of brutality.
Specifying the letters and the emails, which got exposed during the legal battle, she said, "This speech is dedicated to the letters of a lover which were brutally exposed to the world. How did I feel as a human being? Every letter that you write to your lover holds a lot of vulnerability. You are exposing a part of your soul or yourself, not to the world, but to an individual," she went on speaking.
"I cried for nights in my room and the worse is the most of it was not even the genuine stuff", she said.
The Reebok's event was presided by Kangana Ranaut who is also its brand ambassador.
On a night of grit and glory, Reebok honored ‘unsung women heroes’ who have been a victim of either physical abuse, social trauma or disability but changed their destiny through courage and conviction.
Deepa Malik, who fought her disability to become the first Indian woman to win a medal in Paralympic games, Geeta Tandon, stunt woman in Bollywood were among the others who were awarded at the event.