The actress revealed that she lost her virginity at the age of 18 after she quit taking the anti-depressants she had been on for two years. "That week, I lost my virginity, I got into fights, I cried, I laughed. It was the best thing in the world to feel things again. And I get depressed still, but I would rather learn to figure it out myself than be dependent on meds, ever," Delevingne told Esquire magazine.
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"I hate meds. I don't agree with them. It's so easy to abuse them," the "Suicide Squad" star added. She admitted her teen years were extremely tough and said, "all I wanted to do was die". "When it got to being a teenager, and all the hormones and the pressure and wanting to do well at school, I had a mental breakdown," Delevingne said.
"I was suicidal. I couldn't deal with it anymore. I realised how lucky I was and privileged I was, but all I wanted to do was die. I felt so guilty because of that and hated myself because of that, and then it's a cycle. "I didn't want to exist anymore. I wanted for each molecule of my body to disintegrate. I wanted to die," she added.
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